Nothing more than 4 figures...

Another 30 mins and it'll be a brand new year 2011. But, i'll be spending the last half hour of 2010 at home, drinking and blogging... Reallised that i've been leaving this space idle for some while... When we're free. lots of thought will always come across your mind. Start thinking, what kind of a person am i when it's 31-Dec-2009 and into what kind of person i've been transformed today. I always have a very BIG question mark on myself, asking plenty of unanswered questions. Celebrated (or did i celebrated?) this year's Christmas without my dearest, and again the New Year without her... Abit lonesome but anyway, i should get through it... New Year, to me now, it's really nothing more than 4 figures...

很乱。。。

就在所有东西都很乱的时候，我只想有个人可以安抚。
其实我要的并不多，就只是在工作后，可以很轻松平静度过余下的时间。
那，已经很足够了。。。

崩溃了

无论外表多强悍，多坚决；
要崩溃时，只需要一秒钟。
他，倒下了。。。

变形

三角形遇见四方形，叫道“圆形！！”
四方形回应“明明是四方形，干嘛叫我圆形？！”
三角形说“怎么你整个圆形似的？！”
四方形说“只因我被挤进了圆形容器里。。。”

只想说

“一个一心求醉的人，就算你给他一杯清水，他也会醉。”
曾几何时，从一个朋友的口中听了这么的一句话。
也忘了当时是怎么样的一个状况；
也忘了当时我是以什么样的身份去聆听；
更忘了我是不是听了后就一笑置之了呢。。。

Display Technology course at USM

On the 3rd day... Eventually, i've been like totally lost...
Seems like i'm not far away from Holland now... =)
Quantum Energy, Proton, Electron...
Hell, hardly recalled these stuff from my memory...
Guess i would need to crack my brain to really understand it.. (forgive me Prof.!! hehe...)

Anyway, attending this kind of course, especially when i've been graduated for 2 years, is simply not an easy task...
Found that it took twice the time as compare to previous study period to absorb the lessons being taught...
Brain function seems to be degraded drastically... XD
Hmmm.... better think twice whether want to take my Master or not... haha!!

Where am i?

Blink of an eye, it've been about 20 months i've been at Moto.
Not sure why i've got 1 kind of feeling that, i'm not belongs to here.

Apparently, i'm having lesser and lesser motivation to be as energytic and as much passion as it is previously.
There is nothing worse than losing out momentum on ur jobs...
Hell, i hate this kind of feeling..

Somebody please cheer me up!!
How do i retrieve the enthusiasm towards the tasks..
I need a source of light to guide me out of the circumstances.

Wondering.. if there is any way out for me..
Quoted from someone (which i forgotten who was that),
"Accept as it is if you could not change it.."

Well, guess, i'm like sitting for an objective paper,
whereby there's an A and B for me to choose.
Which path i'm going for,
it's purely depends on where i want myself to be in the future..

As what the common interviewers will ask the interviewee,
what you see yourself will be in the next 5-10 years?
I think,
i am not able to answer this if i were supposed to answer..

人与人之间

打从你出生的第一天开始，
你就注定要学习好多好多的东西。
由不会爬到站着走路；
由不会叫爸妈到跟弟妹吵架。
人总有学不完的东西。

人与人之间的相处，
也是一门很值得探讨的学问。
活了24年，还真的不懂怎样的相处之道才是最好的。
很努力的奋斗、学习，
期待着领悟的一天。

男孩与梦

曾经，有个男孩有着一个梦。
他想尽快毕业。
他想尽快踏入社会。
他想尽快赚取第一桶金。
他想尽快成家立业。
他想尽快让身边的每一个人都活得比任何一个人好。

因此无形中，他身上背负了一个比千斤更沉重的包袱。
为了实践他的梦，他完成了很多很不可思议的“壮举”。
由一出生到现在，一生中都充满了很多的荆棘与惊喜！

开始创造事业的他，
尽管有着许许多多的埋怨；
但凭着一股毅力，
他闯了好多关。
有谁可以在毕业一个月后就业，
就业四个月后失业，
失业两个星期后再就业。

工作上无数难啃的骨头，
他都啃了。。。
他以为，
付出与回收是相等的。
他一直在充满着期待；
但他失望了。

失望的他，
在另一边却又觉得很欣慰，
因为两个曾经一起努力的战友终于收到梦寐以求的回报了。
恭喜恭喜！！

算啦。。。
就让这个男孩申诉一下下。
很明显，他不会当这是一个挫折。
生活就是这样，
不会让你事事都顺风顺水的，
时时充满着变数与不如意。
接受它，然后设法改变它！！

病了

上个星期，病到七彩；
以为说食物中毒痊愈了以后会雨过晴天；
怎知道，原来还陆续有来。
又喉咙痛的，又头痛的，又咳嗽，
今天比较新鲜---没声音！！
一整天的声音好“性感”！！
音律较高的字根本发不出音来。。。
可悲、可悲。。。
跟同事开了个玩笑，
明天再不好，
就要拿着纸张到处走，
见人问话就以书写回答。
天啊！！几时才能恢复原有的嗓子呢？
唉。。。呜呼哀哉呀。。。

亲爱的刚刚也病了，
不知道是不是近“病”则“病”。。。
放心，我会好好照顾你的。
虽然我也是个病人，
不过好像你严重点。
要加油哦！！=)

烦

人与人之间的关系，真的很奥妙。
或许我该用此“懊”而非彼“奥”。
感谢上帝创造了人，
不过，无穷的烦恼丝，
却从此出现。
只能说，此刻的我，
很烦、很烦、很烦。。。